The source of all reality
In a previous post I wrote about mystical experiences accessed through meditation and how these moments of connection to a higher source can be both inspiring and shed light on the nature of reality. I previously described the idea of each of our subjective realities intersecting and creating the broader understanding of reality through amplification where there are congruences. In a subsequent meditative session I had another deep and impactfull vision of our connectedness to the universe.
My vision began with the understanding that we are not our egos, bodies, thoughts, emotions or anything else we experience directly. The witness or the I (or third eye) is perceiving my own consciousness above and beyond my physical sense. I began to feel this witness deeply, going deeper and deeper into this perspective. I started to feel that this witness was almost like a field of energy that connected me (the writer) with everything and everyone else. I imagined that this energy was visible as a soft and pure white light that animated and brought life to everything. This energy field extended out of my physical being and joined together with all the other energy fields emanating from all other living things. This energy then formed an envelope or sphere that held everything in the universe within it. In another sense this energy surrounded the universe, and sent branch like projections into the dimension of our physical reality and brought forth the life force animating and powering all that we see. This force connects each of us to a higher divine source, such that there is no beginning or end to our spirit. Spirit being another name for this force.
As individuals coming into existence we are connected to this source and are always connected to it whether we are aware of it or not. When we pass on our essence, our spirit, this energy returns to the source and is not created or destroyed. This energy simultaneously connects to each of us in this moment, in the past, and in the future. From the perspective of this source there is no such thing as time only the now. The past, present and future are all happening now. Those that are deeply connected to this source can access non-local intelligence, can have access to information from the past, present, and future that is not readily accessible from a logical perspective. Insight, intuition, claravoience, synchronicity, all forms of non-local intelligence emanate from this source.
When we meet someone that seems to be shining, they are full of energy and life, radiant in there own aliveness they are in complete harmony or in the flow of this energy. For most of everyone else, we have not come to love ourselves and in essence have yet to become one with this source. Attainment of this state can be temporary or permanent, and is the state of satori, finding nirvana or enlightenment. Once we come to realize that no matter what we are all manifestations of this divine source and we represent the very mystery we strive to understand and uncover, we can rest secure in this understanding. The freedom this affords is liberating and emancipating. Those the feel this energy, this source can use it with equal effectiveness and can achieve amazing feats in this physical world through acts of love or acts of power. Those that can only understand their ego and the physical realm use the manifestation of this energy as power. Power in the way that rules the lives of us on this planet. Those that use this energy, this source of all life in ways that transcend themselves through love are those we consider saints, bodhisattvas, gurus, mystics and prophets. This energy has the potential to enslave us or set us free, to destroy us or allow us to evolve to higher planes of existence.
When we consider the world around us we are inclined to label things as good and evil. From our subjective perspective this is true, there is both beauty and ugliness in this world, however the animating force behind both is the same. In this way we can feel less attachment to the trials and tribulations we encounter and focus instead on the underlying sameness and source we all share and to which we will all return. There is an underlying intelligence at the center of this energy, a loving, guiding hand that set us in motion on the path of evolution, and which brings us closer to our higher selves.
Above: Doreen Southwood
White light, 2002
Wood, perspex, light bulbs
1.8 diameter x 12cm



















